last night..

I read a girl's blog on her experience at YWAM last year..
and I was blown away.
I am going to be stretched SO much and am gonna be WAY out of my comfort zone.
I started to pray and couldn't stop crying. I am scared.. like scared out of my mind. But I know God has me in His hands.. and if this is where He wants me.. then I will be okay. WHo knows. maybe God will do something beautiful in me through this. maybE this is what I need.