why do i

legitimately suck at life?

why does

God still love me?

why am i

still here?

why is

God still using me

ahhh.

Observation!

okay i know i haven't written in a while. and believe me, SO much has happened.

i made a really cool observation about life today though. i realized how much i LEARN every day. like pretty much EVERY ounce of encouragement i ever get from someone.. usually comes from a DISCOURAGING situation. So yeah.. God puts trials in my life to teach me stuff... haha. i just wish He didn't go so fast! i feel like i learn so many new things in one day and i don't have time to soak anything in. i think i need to spend more time with Him and pray about it. but yeah.

anyway. ill update u guys on life later. im outtaay! hahaha

so i guess when..

you’re actually constantly in the word, and constantly in prayer.. everything just seems to run more smoothly, and your life is just full of this overflowing joy. haha. who knew la bibliaaa could do that! lol.

this weekend was a-mazingggg. ive been reading 1corinthians because me and karina are going to do a bible study on that with the freshmen every friday. im really starting to realize that when Gods not at the center of my life, my life is a disaster. it is always about me and if things dont go right its like the end of the world haha. but when Christ is in the middle and you humble yourself before Him and before everyone around you.. then that’s when you truly know peace. and joy. God is so good. :]]

God is goooooooood :]

this week was.. good.

like, more than good. can’t even explain it. we had a prayer night service every single night this week from 6:30-8:00. These were the themes each night: monday, repentance. tuesday, the power of the cross. wednesday, youth testimonies. thursday, genuine faith. friday, GOD:] maybe i’ll write a little more in detail later.

but what more amazing way to end the week than major 2 hr worship session at bethany’s apartment with a few college students? umm WOW. best thing in life, ever. there’s nothing better than worshipping God. it was a great night. and i got to drive home. I DROVE A MAIN STREET AT 1 AM WITH BETHY! we almost died. haha. it was my first time going at speed 45 :OOO it was fun! haha. okay yeah. breakfast time!! yaaay for mexican eggs with beans and who knows what else. tortillas? you’re jealous. kay bye <3