It's not about me

Today.
I have done, and said, the dumbest things of my life.

of course I get what I deserve and feel guilty about everything after.

But sometimes. (or most of the time) I forget that my God is a God of grace and mercy. and He still loves me. and that's a lotta love because I make mistakes like every 5 minutes. Haha.

Tonight was different though. I found myself crying out to God because I just don't ever know WHAT to read in the bible. I just NEVER know what to read, or where it is God wants to speak to me through. Its been bugging me SO much lately.

and I still don't have an answer to that. Its frustrating. But all I know is that it's not about me. It's all about God and bringing glory to Him with everything I do. So even though I still don't have the answer, i'm going to continue to worship Him and love Him.

I've said stupid things today. and I can sit here and feel guilty about it for 5 hours and cry. OR I can accept God's grace and move on. I think i'm taking the second option.

It's not about me and my past mistakes. Its about God and His incredible love and mercy.

<3